Melencolie

So, these past couple of weeks have been particularly hard for me! Friday my client went to doctor and I tagged along. When she went in for her visit the doctor immediately sent her downstairs(emergency room at city hospital)! She was severly dehydrated(I give her lots of water...its not because of me) and her blood pressure was way down! I feel so bad for her. So, they admitted her friday evening! I found out last night(when I was in the Movie "We are Marshall"-very good by the way) that I wouldn't have to come in today because she wasn't being discharged until afternoon. Then I went to her condo to get my papers signed so I could get paid, and I found out that she going into a "Nursing Home"/rehibilitation center temporarily for two weeks! Its so sad...she's like my family...I hate to see her sick! Not to mention I'm going to be out of REAL work for two weeks! Thats a whole pay period! Are you kidding me??? I don't want to complain but its really hard not to right now! I'm giving props to God though...I just got my 1000 dollar tax returns...Praise God! He is taking complete care of me. Some things are going to have to go on hold though unfortunatley! Right now I have to be wise with my money.
I feel like I have many responsibilities that I didn't ask for! I know thats a part of life but sometimes I just don't want to be INVOLVED! This person treats me like a Queen only because I did what I was suppossed to...Forgive them! This person is now questioning authority in a particular group because they feel left out. They turn to me for advice...I can't help them because its not my place to tell them what the deal is! This person thinks I'm their best friend but I have told that person several times that best friends don't happen over night when you hurt someone and decieve them! Then, when I'm busy this person calls and I can't answer...then "I'm ignoring them"...sheesh! I tell you this person is so controling...and I can't seem to get away from it! I feel like God gave me a burden not to abandon this person. I haven't I just can't let them in like they were before! I still care for this person...I just want to see them flourish in their relationship with God! This is me venting! If I tell anyone else I almost always get advice(biblical) or the other just what they personally think. What I wish would happen is that someone would just go up to them and tell them hey this is how it is! Everytime I say that I'm here for that person but it doesn't mean that were great friends...the person calls me nonstop asking me to go do stuff with them...MAN! I have...obviously it doesn't work coming from me because I've asked this person not to texted me anymore like 5 times and they still do it! AHHHH!!!
Just be praying that I do the right thing! I have a couple of important decisions to be making soon! My luck...nobody reads this!