Life and Change

So, What's up in my life? What a funny question to ask myself. I have come to the realization that I'm extremly blessed! That's all I can say. The Lord is faithful. I just recently paid off all of my uneccisary debt(credit cards) and got everything else in order. This year for taxes I'm getting everything back for a college credit. I'm getting like 1078 dollars. I know what I wanna do with the money, but what I wanna do and my mom wants me to do are two very seperate things. As soon as I start to get excited thinking what I'm going to do my mom points at me and says sternly "You better bet your using this for a down payment on a car"...basically I don't have a choice because they own the car I drive now. You know what though...God has provided so much. Now I'm not going to have to save for ages before I can get a car. Who knows...I may have other oppertunities presented to me to do what I really want to do!
So, yesterday a friend(Lisa) whom I have just recently been hanging around more since high school(she had a boyfriend long story...everyone knows how that goes). We went clear to Lodi yesterday for outlet shopping. Then she had the brilliant idea to go up to Tower City and eat at Hard Rock Cafe...yeah we thought we were cool! Probably because the last time that both of us were there it was a big deal cause we were in Washington D.C.!lol We got daquries(mine was a virgin) in suvinior glasses and took pictures...it was funny we both got burgers because we refused to spend more than 12 dollars for a meal.(this was because me daqurie was 8 dollars and her alcoholic one was 12). Anywho...I love life and I love my friends.
Oh, so about the previous blog...breakawy...I need to breakaway...I feel and know I define myself by my friends and tend to hide behind them. I need to go out and do things on my own. I need to(yes I'm shocked to) mingle...gasp...the glass drops to the ground.lol Too many times people will come up to me and ask my name and then introduce themselves, come later they forget me and start the process all over again. I HATE THAT...I FEEL LIKE IM FORGETTABLE! This one person has asked me my name at least 5 times in the past year...he's introduced himself everytime. I have even told him we have meant before but he still keeps forgetting. But you know what...he remember's Kelly. I was there first.(that really doesn't matter...I just wanted to throw it in their for effect). Okay well I gotta get ready for church...next post...BLACK WEDNESDAY!