New beginings!!!!

So, its 2010...YAY!!!! I'm so excited for what this year will bring. This year I really want to focus on a better me. The last couple of years i've barely been sliding by. I want to make something of myself. In the fall i'm going back to school. I want to be a paralegal.(and then maybe an actual lawyer someday)
I was forced to move on from brett late last year. He has a new girlfriend. No matter how much I want to hate on her...in the end it doesn't make me feel any better and I wouldn't want to be talked about in that way. Its him I should hate on. The last time we saw each other was three weeks before him and his girlfriend got together. Let me just say when we saw each other it wasn't exactly platonic. So, even though we were broke up...it still really hurt that he had a girlfriend so fast. I had to delete him from everything. I need to heal. Its sad though because most of the memories we had, even for that short time, were so awesome. I don't want to forget about the times we shared. It sucks because I feel as if she's so wrong for him...but what do I know...I guess? She's super immature...not saying that to slam her I just thinks its her age. He's immature too but in a different way. Heck i'm immature about certain things in life. I don't know. Nothings gonna change the fact that its just not meant to be. It sucks to sit here and write that but the thats probably the truth of the matter. I really love/loved him. Heck, i'd still probably go out of my way for him.
Oh, and I'm no longer working at the call center I wrote of in the last blog. I guess it just happens that call centers are not for me. I looking into getting back into the home health care. I loved doing that and knew how to do it well. I got a call back about a job today so we'll see tomorrow when I go in. This year I really want to learn to budget better, be independent(totally), be a better friend, daughter, and sister.
Me and God are gonna be tighter than ever! :) I'm already starting to surround myself with loving people. It makes a huge difference just when you surround yourself with positive people. I know right now its the last thing I should be thinking of(jobless in all) but I really want to go on a vacation this year. I haven't been on vacation in 9 years. Wow, well I feel like this post needs to be coming to an end. I'm super excited for this weekend. GACH lock in/a surprise party/ hanging with my bestie/church/ and girls night...all to come this weekend. Its gonna be awesome!!!!

One Love!!!!